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Congratulations.

I quit.

I’m done. My blog will go live again when I’m compiling stuff for  my time to apply to gradschool but  I am done for now.

I want to say that this is permaent or that this is just a small break but no , this isteh beginning of a death knell.

You know what every body feel good about themselves ?

I think the point where I went fuck it , is when a law student, a couple writers, and a professor basically endorsed a book  and  MISSED in reading something they were ATTACHING their names to .

Racist comics, about MY PEOPLE. Yeah MY PEOPLE, being KILLED and destroyed to save a white man and give a white woman the “courage” she so desperately desires .

And people fell over themselves to excuse them . Cause they’re learning

You know what  , fuck off.

Hey it’s no expectation you be responsible and careful with what you endorse, write and publish, because it’s a ” friend” right.

They get the be nefit of the doubts, the benefit of not having to be called on their evil racist condescending crap.

My friends while your protecting your friends are completely disrespected and it’s okay right.

It’s okay to be in not one but THREE fucking threads on feministe and listen to people take BFP’s pain and anguish  and desolation over thdamage doing this work  in this hostile environment.

But the MINUTE the word stealing or plagirism comes up WE CAN’T HAVE THAT  CAN WE NO?

cause two weeks is a perfectly acceptable time for YOU to get over something.

I love that letters to Amanda are protected and carefully worded while BFp is treated like a fucking object

” respect’

“admire”

“commend”

codeword

Hey I have no real desire to change the way i treat you or ACTUALLY mitigate your treatment but hey thanks for making it thru!

It’s not at all interesting that you notice how many hits you get from secret groups and syncornised efforts

( please if you are going to do that BREAK THE LINKS statcounter don’t lie)

There is a lot of this talk where in ” fixing feminism” or ” giving voice” is a fun codeword.

As if we didn’ od our own things make our own  voices and have to dela time and time again 
have to deal with the use of those voices images and presence for VARIOUS appropriations

like BFPs problem wasn’t that it STOPPED HER FROM HER WORLK FOR HER SISTERS

and not that  about atagline

or that a post a bout Sudy can’t suddenly turn  into whether or ot the rightnumber of p WOC are mentioned FOR FEMINISTING

but you know that’s okay.

It’s not that I  show up in a thread about shit that’s happening to ME and be IGNORED for the white people talking.

or that insults and degradatiosn charges of career defamation

aren’t swept  under because for once

( the fact that i t coincides with something monetary compensation) 

are lauded while in the comments a woc is  disrespected and roasted alive and it’s okay

but you know the show isn’t for the WOC

it’s for each other 

So they can be the people they advertise so much to the right wing boogey men they are so enamored with.

That after being in BITCH SALON JEZEBEL and hosts of othe rblogs 

no ones apologiced or even CONTACTED ME

By the bye i love th comparison of me to a fucking date rapist in training

But hey lots of I’m learnings secret outreach and talks amongs t themselves before  the y figure out how to  handle the alien black child.

but this this is BETTER this is progress

cause someones eyes were opened.

I can’t even fight it.

Ic an’t go toe to toe with a press, people with leisure time, people who think the fact their book is more important than someones like work.

But hey other white women will think better of you or youll be come better in yourselves

SO GREAT GOOD